When you down, you DOWN
Today was a very depressing moment for me. I failure for something. I made a big mistake. I can’t count how many I sigh and take deep breath today.
When I down, a lot of bad things I imagined. For some moment I keep blaming myself and others for my stupid decision. So this is the perfect time for setan2 cucuk jarum.

Honestly, I though to do some bad things. A lot of negative thinking spinning around in my mind. I want go back to my “Zaman Kegelapan”. With my power now, I know I can achieved more since my last attempt with it.
Life is not fair, you heard that. The best thing is, we still need to live in this unfair world.* Sigh.
I want to tell others about my worst situation, but other part insisted to keep it for myself only (this part really don’t want me to interrupt the other life).
Anyway I talked with my friend about it. I went out for some refreshing while my mind keep babbling badboy, goodboy, badboy, goodboy….. I step over at post office for some business dengan muke kelat. Lantaklah hati gua macam putting beliung skrang.

I try called my friend but he seem late to reach home today. Nothing else to do, so just return back to home as fast as I could la. On the way, I was thinking…my house is far away (dekat2 air terjun tu…ahahaha). Why I stick to use this road although there are many other roads I can choose. We can u-turn if we made a mistake. We can explore a new road that could be save our time and fuel. The road never end, only we make it the end. It never wrong in what happened in my life, its just I made it become wrong from my own baka perspective.
The mists were clear…..I can see a light on the road now….
When I open my comp, I browse for Robert T. Kiyosaki’s interview audio (from book Why We Want You to Be Rich). I listen to it repeatly. It made sense dude….I should not give up yet.
Below is certain of sentences from his Robert T. Kiyosaki interview.
“We not always made money. We lost money.”
“ The people not success because the afraid of failing. Failure is a part of success. If you avoid failure, you avoid success.”
“You are the loser if you can’t admit the mistakes.”
“….very priceless learning experiences because they teach us what were we stupid about, what we didn’t know.”
“If I blame somebody else, let say Sharon, I have lost the lesson. I gave the power of my mistake to Sharon. And I can’t fix the problem because Sharon has power over it.”
“Every morning I wake up and I know I should go to the gym and workout. But I came put with the thousand of excuses. So that’s what losers do. Their whole life around by excuses.”
“They hang out with the losers. Bird of the same feather flock together.”
“When I homeless. I have no money. People were spitting on me…don’t want to talk to me. When you down, you down.”
“I wanna to win. A lot of people who say, well there is no ‘i’ in the word T.E.A.M. And I agree with that. But there is a ‘i’ n the word W.I.N. It’s right in the middle. And I as the winner, I committed to win.”

I proud with myself because I can settle this tough matter without waiting for next day(buat ape lame2, nak tunggu awek pujuk hati yang bengkek nie??).
I came out with the BIG ideas. I know I will learn it from below but who the hell know to ride a bicycle without fall down even once??!
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aaa.. kasyah.. apa probsnye ye.. tapi dapat rasekan u sangat down ni.. but cheer up.. we determine if things effect our heart or not
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hurmmm…its related sket2 with my prob last year
yeah..im fine now..thanks you 
woah..saya turut terpanggel dengan ayat2 anda walaupun mungkin saya melihatnya dari sudut yang berbeza..
loser..not a very nice word, is it?
hoh~
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hurmm…maybe u can suggest other? loser..hurmm…
totally agree… when 1 down, will be totally down… not only that… bertimpa2 masalah len menjelma menambahkan kedownan tersebut…
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yeah…its suck dude…
huhu..whats the prob bro??sharelh ko kat aner nih?
aku kat utm jadi RO, ape2 msjlh aku
call ker
aku pkai no lame lagi
takpun emel aku
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aku di kl ni.
xpe bro…biarkan aku terjun tasek utm sajor…
Hmm apa problemnya ye, tp jangan sampai down sangat key
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Alright bro…I will.. thanks for ur sapot
ye ye.. kasyah cube story probs.. ni asyik berkias je.. uwaa.. sy ni fail bab2 memahami kiasan (eh de ke ayat ‘kiasan’??)
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hoho..bukan tak mau bercerita..tapi ada benda yg sukar utk diceritakan……*bukan tak mahu, tapi x bole..
Sabarla bro, hidup tu mmg ada turun naiknya..
tak selamanya kita diatas dan tak selamanya kita dibawah..:)
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thanks you bro. sometimes baru tersedar, ohhh….i will not alwiz on top
Im sure Kasyah will never down, if it happen..I will be the 1st person kick him 100 times..
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wattchaa…sungguh ngeri…..aku kena lari jauh2 pasni….hehe..
no need to worry
dah UP, UP and away kah blom?
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Dah UP ni!! Nak away lak pasnie
wassap2… jgn wassdown2… hehe
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Hehe..xde bro, im back again with 10times spirit for the revenge