Kasyah’s Legend Begins

Yesterday was one of unforgettable day in my life. I got a fever and back pain that seem from my previous surgery. As usual whenever I got a fever, I just drink a lot of water and try to relax my body. My conditions will be better after take some rest. That’s the reason why I rarely keep Panadol or Paracetamol inside my house.

However, my condition twist to be more bad than what I though before. After Zohor, my back becomes more painful and it’s kind of hurt for me to walk. I am just laying and I feel very hungry and want to vomit. My body is ‘cold eerie’.

I insist to be tough with a hope that I going to be fine soon. I went to kitchen to find anything that I can cook but there were only Maggi and rice. I cooked Maggi to fulfill my stomach. By some means I can’t finished it. It is weird for a patient to eat Maggi.

Then I start to talk to myself. I laughed to myself. I pretended to make me feelings good and happy. It was only work for a while until I can’t resist it anymore. I make up my mind to go to UTM Medical Centre. I called Alif but he just had an accident. So I try to ask help from Auntie S (She’s is younger than me). She said okay but later I got sms from her that informed me she can’t come because she have important thing to do. What??

From my view, her boyfriend forces to ignore me. How do I know? Hurmm… I can’t tell ya specific but I know it. Well, I am not the one that easily asks for help if it’s not very important because my type is solve-my own-problem-myself. How could she focus more to her bf than her own nephew? Anyway I couldn’t blame her because that’s the path that she chooses. Bro is not here now because he went back to Mersing.

I have no other option before my pain become worse; I have to go to UTM Medical Centre by myself. At that moment I always whisper myself to be strong, don’t give up. I remember the scenes from Proposal Daisakusen drama. The hero is willing to do anything to get back his love. I try to focus when I am driving because I don’t want anything bad happens. Many times I bear in mind that this pain is not as hurt as the pain from my previous love.

The doctor gave me some medicine to relief the back pain and fever. I hurry back as fast as I can to my house while music from Teriyaki Boyz – Tokyo Drift keeps playing in my ear.

I swallow the tablets with follow the prescription after I arrive at the house. I turn on the computer and watching Hazakari no Kimitachi e and Full House drama.

Suddenly I felt hungry. Hurmm… I don’t have any energy left to go out to buy any food. Then I remember the scene from Full House drama when Yong-jae made Ji-eun a porridge when she’s sick. Why not I attempt to make one? This is the first time for me to make porridge so I assumed to put more water to the rice than usual. I don’t have any salt or mix flavor so I unwrap Maggi’s curry powder and spread a little to the porridge.

Even though the porridge is tasteless, I eat slowly with a grateful attitude because at least I got something to eat. I called my best friend K to know how he is doing. He’s doing great and wants to meet me ASAP for some business matters. The pictures from my past’s bitter life flashback in my mind. For some reason I laughed and cried at the same moment. Thanks God, my body circumstance slowly back to normal.

I gain a lot of experience about friendship, family, spiritual and myself. Thanks for giving me sick. I want to visit Alif today and see how he is doing now. Hope he will be better soon.

Note : Sorry ya for not updating this blog for a certain time. Guys, Cik Azrn already move to a new home at here. Pay a visit to her orait!

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