Sposato
Last night I had a dream again.
This is the first time my dream about I am getting married. I am not sure why but I was staying at my grandma house when I just agreed to marry a girl, which I be familiar with her. Solemnisation ceremony was held at there and in a moment I will be a husband…..the thing that I kind of…..hurmmm…i am not ready yet.
My heart twisted. Am I sure this is the right thing to do? I kind of, disappointed with myself because I know I love another girl more…I really hope this is just a joke. Oh man, if this really happened, I can’t continue my life like this. I married with a girl that I not sure if I love her or not. Or this is my destiny. I felt like a want to run away but I know I can’t. I must held responsibility for my act and not disgrace my family name.
Divorce is not a solution…..maybe I need a time to learn more about her, trying to love her…ohhhh. I kind of thinking if maybe I can ask the girl that I love so much to get married with me even she knew I already married. She will be my second wife. But I can’t, I want she be my first wife…ohhhh…Then how about our children….from my first and second wife (maybe)…..ohhhhh. No no no no no….what happens to me now…
Dong! I opened my eyes…and very relieves…this is just a dream. Married is a scary thin’…..maybe….
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