Quality entry or never missed a day?(Wrote on 10th August)

There were a time when the idea just flow out from my mind. And there were a time when my mind in a stuck circumstance. But while being in that condition, I rather push myself to pop out the idea.

The idea came but I found its not as good as I imagine. I must take a time to write my post with a peace of my mind. I will develop my writing even my mind full with all the important tasks to do. I can free my mind if I want to.

And not having internet connection, not the problem that will blocking my ideas. Even everyday I in rush to post an entry, reading my friend’s entries, comments them, replied their comment…I still think I’m lucky. I still can connect with all of you without any charge for my money. Only had to spend more on petrol and time.

Certain time, the idea will coming out when someone give a comment, email, or asked me. Suddenly it thought why don’t I share it will all of you? And sometimes while in UTM, there a lot of interesting stories to write. But I rather show the pictures instead of writing. Wait aa…until I buy a new handphone.

And next week, UTM will held it 39th convocation. As a AJK for the Pesta Konvo, I had given choice to use between camcorder, digital camera or one a big camera (like a TV3 cameraman use). Great, I can taking many pictures and show it all to you. And don’t forget coming to Pesta Konvo 39 UTM ya!

Admire one (Wrote on 12th August)

Do you admire someone? Your old classmate, schoolmate, universitimate….. But your admire not go further than that.

You have a dream, someday wannabe his/her lover but you dream not enough fuel to move forward. The most common think, you afraid if you just clapped just a hand. Only you crush on him/her but he/she only treat you not more as friend.

Feeling for someone that always locked inside our heart is like a lavar. Its hot, passionate and obsession but you never know when it will pop out. Everyday you though, am I deserved to be his/her lover? Can he/she accept me as what I am? Am I really not waiting an angel from heaven?

As long as you never give a word to your admire such as, I like you, I want to be more than friend, then your dream not enough fuel to reach the destination. Don’t wait, wait and wait because who’s know he/she will be pouncing by other girl/guy. Building your confident to speak it up. You never die to try.

How about if he/she reject you?

Firstly you must make sure he/she interested with you. Not all guy/girl easy to show their liking for you. But maybe he/she told their friends about you. And sometimes their friends will give a liitle *petunjuk to you. Or he/she will make your thought being important for you. He/she will try to attract your focus.

But if he/she acted didn’t have any intention to flirt with you, well…. we never know each human personality perfectly. Maybe that’s their style to care for others. Anyway “Good Luckl!!” for those in love searching.

Note : Hey, the message is clear or not?

Abah coming (Write on 16th August)

Yesterday I meet Abah. He at JB since Monday for some meeting. He asked me to visit him at Pan Pasiifc Hotel at Monday night but looks like I’m more busier than him. So last night he came to Skudai and he bought me dinner at Restoran Alif.

Me and Abah rarely talking. I don’t know whenever I meet him, my mind always in frozen state. So I only asked about our family, grandma, cousins. Then he asked about my study, new house and Bro. Ohh…my study is not so okay this week, my new house is great and Bro not here now. Being out meet his client maybe.

“When your will start break?”
“Next week but only a week.”
“So when you gonna back to KL?”
“Maybe next week. I’m not so sure because I need to stay here until next Wednesday. I kinda busy and many unexpected thing happen to me.”
“I planning to visit Talhah on 31th August. Do you want to follow?”
“Hurmmm… I can’t give the decision now. Study and other stuff make me stick here.
“How Talhah? Is he fine?”
“He’s fine. You know all of our family miss him.”
“Yeah..of course. Me too.”

Then we went to my new house. Ohh..big house you have ya? I only smile. Bro sms me and said to join him at Alif. So we went there but not order anything because our stomach really full. So i introduced Abah to Bro. I just keep quite and let the old guys start their conversation…haha. I think Abah trust Bro to look after me.

“Tolong tengokkan *KaSyah baik-baik ye.” (of course he dont’ call me kaSyah)

So bye Abah. I love you*. ( and of course I don’t said to him)

Pesta Konvo (Write on 17th August)

I just woke up because attacked from a single mosquito really disturbing me. Its 4.30am and I know I only slept 2 hours before. Quickly I go to bathroom and brush my teeth and take a shower.

My brain still in unconscious sometimes. I checked back my mission for this week and I only accomplished 6 from 14. Today is fourth day of the week and I still have 3 days yet. Hurmm….today Apis will come Skudai and stay at my house. And my others friends want to get married. Why la you all always leave me behind…haha

Last night is a great night. Malam Perasmian Pesta Konvokesyen 39 is succesfully, I think. Even I brought along a camera but I don’t used it, only one snap. But the most important thing I meet a lot of my old friends. Wow…even I walking alone, there are many friends that joined together with me for walking.

The most thing I still remember last night is firework. Its very beatiful. First time I watching it alone and second time I watching it with Alif and Aishah. For me the fireworks that reach to sky is like a dream that I want to archieve and when it pop out, its time my dream is fullfill and then the other dream will coming. Its a very fascinating view to watch with your lovely one.

I skip post-mortem last night. Its very late and I rather just back home. And if you looking for kaSyah at Pesta Konvo (perasan), I’m afraid you wouldn’t find me. Because….haha, that’s the secret. Muahhhaha

My house pics