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Fast way to heal myself

25 September 2007 157 views 9 Comments

After I wrote previous entry-deleted, I straight away go back to home. No meaning if I stay longer at CICT but my heart still feels empty.

After reach at home, I continue episode 12th of The Successful Story of Bright Girl. This drama helps me many times when I got lost. Never give up, never give up.

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“Every time you struggle the obstacle and you feel very sad, the simple exercise is the best way to relaxing your mind. The complicated things ought to be thinking in the easier way.”

Firstly, I want to clean up the kitchen but it is now 1745 and I still do not buy any food for ‘berbuka’. Hurmmm….. how about I go to Jusco and buy something to eat? I rush to Jusco.

Before I start shopping, I withdraw some money from ATM because I only have RM10. Then I pick up the basket and start searching. I bought 244g marinated drumstick, 5kg rice, Thai chili sauce, ketchup, milk powder and milo that cost me RM34.75. I arrived at home 30 minutes before Maghrib time.

I microwave rice first. It is taking me 15 minutes. After that, its drumstick turn that cost me another 10 minutes. Other 5 minutes for making 3 in 1 coffee and prepare the place to berbuka. While I waited the microwave to heat the foods, I clean the kitchen floor.

Most of the time, I make an effort to make myself full of activity and think the things in simple way. My mind back to normal. I start with remember my goal. Ohh… I can only meet or call my-ex when I already success in my career. Oh yeah….. now I REALLY remember!

All the negative thinking automatically been removed. Back off! Back off!! Hey…. Which one do you love more? Your-ex or YOURSELF?

I consider starting a new relationship ASAP but, hey I still do not attains my target profit yet. Sacrifice the love for the money? Hahaha….. I am truly money eyes-mata duitan

“Stay liking her and never give-up!”-not to my ex ye.

The words from my friend constantly keep in my mind. I give myself a last chance before we welcome year of 2008.

This great song specially dedicated for myself.

Hey There Delilah - Plain White T’s

And this another great song (with lyric) specially dedicated for you, my-ex. Bye-bye.

Beautiful Girls – Sean Kingston

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ps- who know how to make marinated chicken. Please help me. Nak pakai ape?*blurrr

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9 Comments »

  • emphbone said:

    ngah ngah ngah..
    ode to ex gf yer..
    aku dah dekat 100 posting ex gf aku tak pernah baca pun muahahahah

  • jet said:

    mm..ada bait2 ayat anda yang familiar..ke imaginasi..hoh.neway, cool.. :shock:

    stay that way..

  • kaSyah (author) said:

    bro…ko ada blog ke? kasi la kat aku ..

    macam ex aku tu baca ….hahaha

  • kaSyah (author) said:

    i will jet..huhu..apa yg menarik kat wasai-studio skrang ni? lama xsinggah…

  • aishah said:

    salam…
    its still in ur mid n ur heart izit?dats y it will takes time 2 4get bout it…bt life must go on n 4 d time being…d best way pray 2 Allah dat u will find ur destiny…I’Allah…
    sekian…ceramah motivasi kite pd hr ni… :wink:
    lagu ‘one last cry’ dedicated 2 u…
    senyum sokmo! :mrgreen:

  • kaSyah (author) said:

    wslm…

    yeah…so far it still inside.

    take time..i wonder how long it gonna be. almost 3years I been in that state.

    Insya-Allah…hope I will find my true soulmate. AMIN

    oraitt…’one last cry’…yeahhh..tq aishah.
    :mrgreen: :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

  • nuruL said:

    ish jgn le ingat2 perkara sedih lagi.
    mmg susah nak lupa, tapi kalau kita selalu citer benda yg sama camne kita nak lupa.
    it takes years for me to forget. and eventho i dah lupa psl dia, i still wont forgive.

    so kasyah, lupakan aje ok!

  • kaSyah (author) said:

    Amin….semakin melupakan die sis. TQ :mrgreen:

  • emphbone said:

    Aaa.. Err.. Blog aku kat frenster page aku la..
    Kau cari emphbone kat frenster pun jumpa.. Nak senang google nama aku jer..

    Lagu best ialah dari NeYo - Do You
    Cuba dengar dan nyanyikan bersama-sama heheh

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